Im a little sad today, one of my sisters best friends Joy, just collapsed and died suddenly today, only aged 49, Joy had two boys 15 and 6 and everyones hearts goes out to them. Why these things happen to nice people God only knows, if there is a God. 2 tragedies in 7 months is hard to take in, and I feel the same today as I did back in September when Chris and Nathan died, 2 young and lovely lads who we all loved, and who died speeding in a car doing what young lads do, taking risks and thinking they are invincible...... still miss them terribly.

My little Jack is now 'balls free' bless him, a rather expensive exercise, but worth it if it stops him trying to shag all and sundry, including small boys!! (jacks the dog btw!!)

Am hacked off at work, just for a change, sigh, I must actively try looking for another job, perhaps I'll get head-hunted for a fantastically, high paid, low hours, easy-peasy, stress free job.... ha ha.

Bank holiday weekend this weekend Yay! Of course it will tip down with rain in true bank hol fashion, so I'll try not to plan anything and then it might be a good omen? Im ever the optimist!